January 2012
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Jan 27th
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December 2011
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2012. ramble.
It’s hard to believe that it has been three years since my first entry on this blog. One of the first ones I wrote about new years resolutions and how the upcoming year was going to be the best ever. I truly thought it was going to happen, I was ready for some good things to happen because  the last 5 years were pretty horrible and I was ready for a good year. It wasn’t the best year...
Dec 27th
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So here I am worried about the possibility that I could get fired.  why so worried do you ask?  because before I left for my program, I signed a contract stating that I will not take any sick or vacation days for six months… (so that would be March) this is to prove that I am a reliable employee.  she also asked a few other things of me, and I have done all of them - she even mentioned...
Dec 19th
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Dec 8th
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Dec 2nd
November 2011
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Nov 29th
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For the first time in God knows how long
I can actually say I am proud of myself and actually mean it. 
Nov 26th
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Nov 18th
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WatchWatch
after bribing him with sunflower seeds, max says hello. 
Nov 18th
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Nov 14th
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October 2011
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Oct 29th
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I am having a really fucking hard time since I got out of SH.  I constantly feel like I have a hand around my throat. Constantly feel suffocated.  I feel like I just can’t cope with the simplest things. what have I become?
Oct 14th
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Somebody please
help me find a home for my rats. I have to find them a home ASAP.  they come with their cage and their toys and food.  I need to find them a home really soon. 
Oct 3rd
July 2011
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Jul 27th
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Taught myself how to ride a bike today.
i should have video taped the process. i looked like the biggest asshole ever. it was awesome. 
Jul 15th
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June 2011
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Jun 29th
apparently netflix is having a hard time playing...
fuck. you. 
Jun 29th
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Jun 21st
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so awesome.
Just came back from my meeting with the guy at Wildlife in Crisis. I start my volunteer work there on Saturday morning! I am so excited about this. I spent 10 minutes walking around and realized that this is exactly what makes me happy. Working with animals. Fuck people, dude. Fuck them. Animals are so much better.  They had all sorts of animals there. Baby deer, baby foxes, baby raccoons, hawks,...
Jun 21st
Today:
Finally clean my car. I’ve spent the past 4 months living out of it so this is going to be disgusting. Meet with the director of Connecticut Wildlife in Crisis to figure out when I can volunteer Much needed girls night with Sam.  Re-learn all the shit I learned in my veterinary assistant class that I clearly forgot all about so I don’t look like a complete retard during my...
Jun 21st
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I got placed for my veterinary assistant...
AAAANNNND, it’s 5 minutes from my house.  WIN. I’m a little disapointed that I won’t be working with my instructor from my classes, but this is still pretty awesome. 
Jun 19th
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Jun 19th
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I haven't had this thought in a really long...
But I need to drink today. All day. 
Jun 18th
I’ve been grinding my teeth so much today that by midnight I’ll be down to gums. I’ll have no teeth left. I’ll be a grandma. This fucking blows. 
Jun 18th
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Jun 16th
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Jun 15th
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Jun 15th
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Word of the day is: Overwhelming.
I am currently writing up my resume, which is probably the most overwhelming thing I’ve done in a while. Fuck me. I sincerely hate writing these up. It only further rubs in my face how shitty I feel about all the mistakes I’ve made. The fact that I didn’t go to college, or the fact that i took partying as my top priority. Now, don’t get me wrong, I wont fail to credit...
Jun 15th
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Jun 15th
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“Memories are what warm you up from the inside. But they’re also what tear...”
–  Haruki Murakami
Jun 15th
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First day of physical therapy.
This shit better help. 
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